definition of merepekness..

let me sink to the bottom of the sea..

i never know its this hurt..

i never know i will be this sad..

let  me feel it getting out of me....

let mee feel the pain..

i will endure it..

i felt numb all over..

i just want to let it go..

just go with the flow..

i can see it gone slow..

i dont want to reach for  it..

not even to stop it..

i just watch it  as it passing trough..

far..far ..and vanished in darkness off the bottom..

p/s:pi men joh2.. tengah taceng ni..~